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16 February 2011 @ 11:23 am
AKA Steven Jr. My ex wife named him. I had the paperwork in my hand and I was filling it out (to name our child) when she said, “HIS NAME WILL BE STEVEN JUNIOR!”
Wait, hun, we decided on a name already. It’s….
Junior? It made me feel like everyone was going to see me as an egotistical assfuck, but one does not argue with a woman giving birth. LOL Originally, his name was to be Tyler. That was the name we decided on. My first choice was Chase. Chase ‘whatever-the-fuck’ Zabel.
I offered her to choose the middle name and she chose 2 of them. Tyler Denten Ray Zabel. Or Chase Denten Ray Zabel. Can you imagine what a pain that would be for him while filling out forms for whatever? lol

Anyway, so Steven Junior it was. After 22 hours of labor, he was born. There was my ex (duh) and her mother, and me; crying like a bitch. ‘Baby’ What, Hun? “You did it.“
You did it Baby. Baby smiled and passed out in my arms.

I got to hold him first. He opened his giant baby blue eyes and I cried again. There were no words to say. Hell, whatever you say is lost on infant ears.

I don’t think I have to tell you parents the way it feels. He was mine. Me and Baby made this beautiful child. My baybay. So beautiful and so mine.

I had my ‘snip’ that same year. Why would I want other kids? I had my beautiful son, my dream wife, and the newest house in the greatest neighborhood.

I miss you every damn day, Steven.
You always were and always will be everything to me.
mood: depresseddepressed
16 February 2011 @ 08:59 am
mood: depresseddepressed
03 February 2011 @ 09:47 pm
Hee heeeeeeeee.
mood: okayokay
01 February 2011 @ 09:53 pm
Hee heeeeeeeee. I have to say that this blizzard has been awesome. :D I went out there to see the mayhem. Thunder, lightning, freezing wind, and snow blowing in all directions (even upward from that wind). The lightning was especially cool, the way it lit up all the snow. :)
PS no sarcasm in this post. It really is wicked out there.

Painted in 2002.
location: back inside now
mood: excitedexcited
music: Long Cold Winter - Cinderella
26 January 2011 @ 06:32 pm
Yesterday, I was outside and 6 squirrels dashed past me and into the neighbor’s bushes. All that could be seen was soft pine needles flying and all those squirrel tails flopping all over here and there. I guess that isn’t to interesting, but it was just entertaining enough to type out.
Here’s a meme I yoinked that was written by a sadist:
All my friends and loved ones are paralyzed! Oh noz!Collapse )
mood: amusedamused
music: Slipknot - Psychosocial
25 January 2011 @ 10:22 am
Firstly, let me say that I’m back to being hooked on LJ again. Now that I’m the only user on this computer, I’ll be around like I used to be and I’ll be looking for new friends here, because it took me all of 10 minutes to catch up on 2 months worth of friend’s posts. Ghost-town Journal dot com.

And now for recent art. Here’s the beautiful, creative, and awesome kateri_kachina and her son Will who just turned one this month. I had it printed and they did a great job.

One of the coolest Ljers in the history of forevers, axcess_denied who wanted to be a demoness.

And this last one is of a high school friend of mine, Kelly. As a joke, her and I once got married on Facebook. My mother took is seriously and called to ask WTF. That alone made it all worthwhile. Then instead of divorcing, I killed her off and changed my status to ‘widowed’. LOL

Currently I have 4 more arties going and then I’ll be working on a self-portrait. Havent done one of those in 6 years.
mood: creativecreative
music: The White Stripes - Icky Thump
03 January 2011 @ 01:58 pm
My daughter saved my life. She grabbed my hand at the last second. Legion was trying to kill me and he tossed me of a ledge of the mausoleum. I kinda wanted to die. Death would be a relief. Judith would have it though. Instead, she grabbed my wings and we floated down to the moat. Just outside of it actually. Hurt like Hell.. I was happy to see my daughter though. Her mother was a succubus and I was a vampire, so Judith was….I don’t know what. Very powerful though. She looked like this though:
These are the kinda dream I have.
22 December 2010 @ 05:56 am
You have been invited to view myasri's webcam. Would you like to view this webcam?
Accept (Alt+Shift+A) Decline (Alt+Shift+D)
josieokain: Hi. I'm Chris Hanson with DatelineNBC. Why don’t you have a seat over there.

cindy: u hv cam
josieokain: no
cindy: pic
cindy: other fe yr gf
josieokain: of due sah meh?
cindy: hw young gal u hv been wit
josieokain: Why do you type like a retard?
cindy: oh
cindy: i sori
josieokain: Sori? Is that some kind of food in your country?

H: u are male. I cn tell
josieokain: If you keep accusing us chicks of being male, you will die alone. How many women are named Josie in your country? I am deeply offended by you’re accus……ok, you’re right. I’m a guy.
H: asl?
josieokain: *headdesk

josieokain: I'm 937 year old vampire female.
joly: c2c
josieokain: Why?
joly: showing
josieokain: No problemo. Just let me take my tampon out first and get this damn dog to stop trying to lick my snatch.

anil_sharma3 (12/20/2010 4:52:32 AM):pls accept me
josieokain: accept what?
anil_sharma3: accpt my penis into your vagina
josieokain: That is the not-sexiest thing I have ever heard in my life.
anil_sharma3:wnt to make love to you
josieokain: I think you would be better off humping a pillow. Even then, you would most likely get shot down. Hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

sahaseen_313: have u ever been with 2 woman?
josieokain: Nope. I can only disappoint one woman at a time.
22 December 2010 @ 05:26 am
It takes a second to say I love you, but a lifetime to show it.
mood: awake
14 December 2010 @ 01:10 pm
In the past I haven’t been vague about how much I despise gangsa rap. Pimpin’ Aint Easy? Huh? Actually it sounds pretty damn easy. Now, being a single mother? That sounds difficult.
Read the rest of this shiznit here…Collapse )
mood: chipperchipper